Its a Blah Day

I've just been sitting at my desk most of the day, typing away, doing work. I've completed a lot of projects. I've listened to a little bit of music. Now I'm just ready for tomorrow to hurry up and get here. I'm very proud this weekend because I will actually be a bit better off financially this weekend which means that I can actually do things again without worrying about it breaking the bank.

Lets see so what has been going on lately. I talked with Cookie this week. I'm going to see about adding him to the lease when my lease renews in October. This way he can actually build his credit rating up with my help and be able to move whereever he wants to in the future. I think it will be a good move. Also he has had this friend of his over a lot lately - a new old bf. I totally approve of this guy. I've seen a lot of the guys that he has dated in the past and I really think that this will be a keeper for him.

I'm super excited but super bummed about my upcoming trip to San Francisco for the GayVN Awards and Folsom Street Fair. But I'm going to have to miss the Sing For The Cure concert in order to go to this. So Yay and Boo at the same time.

I've been watching Dexter a lot lately. I just got into the show. One Michael C Hall is completely gorgeous. But I also feel that I can relate to his character... especially the analogies he makes about being alone yet having everyone around him. I guess I've been feeling a bit of this lately. I'm thoroughly enjoying the single life, however I'm getting to the point where its really time for me to settle down again I think. I just wonder who it will be with. I've taken a few interests here and there but I really don't know who wants what and wants to be with what and so on. Its a messed up mind game and I'm really tired of playing it honestly. I kinda wish it worked another way - where a guy who I would be totally interested in would just simply come to me for once and say that he has an interest in me. Thats why I really no longer search for it any longer. But then there is just so much work to do with starting the relationship off... I just don't feel like wasting the time - I mean look what happened to Dexter's sister. That sucked.

I also think I'm really picky when it comes to compatability. There are quite a few items that I have added to my list over the years of what I'm looking for and maybe I'll actually find what I like. I do need to list the ideas that I have of a perfect mate... hell - why not here:

- Has to love music - and music of all types... and I don't care if he can actually sing (though that would be a plus) I just want someone to sing with in the car or around the house or wherever.
- Has to have a demented sense of video watching - be it Youtube videos, TV Shows, Movies, so on.
- Has to also just be a little bit demented - enough to have a realistic point of view to life like myself. Things should make sense and we should be able to relate.
- Has to be compatible with all my flaws or willing to accept them - I think thats always a given though - but I do have a lot of them... and I'm not always the one to think perfectly straight when dealing with these flaws.
- Has to love riding around in the car - I love riding around in a car and listning to music and just aimlessly driving.
- Has to love theme parks - and rides. I'm really into Carowinds and theme parks.
- Has to have a random sense of adventure... I love to just randomly show up to events and have a good time.
- Smoking - yes
- Drinking - you better believe it - but not an alcoholic.
- Has to have a friggin job - I'm not supporting anyone else any longer - unless they were let off and filed for unemployement.
- Has to have a take charge attitude with their life. I can't take a listless lover.
- I have to be attracted to him - granted I'll sleep with a lot of people - but I'm specifically attracted to certain types for relationships. So thats a big one.

I think thats enough requirements... Yea so this is why I'm not going to find a boyfriend. But its all good - I have my friends and family which is enough for me.

So this is what all is going on soon:
- Tonight I think I'm just staying home - I may run up to Snug for a bit but I'm broke and tired
- Pecan Avenue Block Party on Saturday
- Cabarrus County Fair on Saturday or Sunday.
- Festival in the Park is coming up soon at Freedom Park
- I wanna go see a show of some sort soon
- I'm up for going to see any movie out - especially Vampires Suck.
- San Francisco
- Need to get out to Scarowinds
- Halloween Month - I still have no clue what I'm doing yet.

Well that is enough for today - I'm going to see whats going on with stats and get this drive machine working to my left again and get some new movies prepared WHOOT WHOOT.

Till next time

Kewlaid