I've just been sitting at my desk most of the day, typing away, doing work. I've completed a lot of projects. I've listened to a little bit of music. Now I'm just ready for tomorrow to hurry up and get here. I'm very proud this weekend because I will actually be a bit better off financially this weekend which means that I can actually do things again without worrying about it breaking the bank.
Lets see so what has been going on lately. I talked with Cookie this week. I'm going to see about adding him to the lease when my lease renews in October. This way he can actually build his credit rating up with my help and be able to move whereever he wants to in the future. I think it will be a good move. Also he has had this friend of his over a lot lately - a new old bf. I totally approve of this guy. I've seen a lot of the guys that he has dated in the past and I really think that this will be a keeper for him.
I'm super excited but super bummed about my upcoming trip to San Francisco for the GayVN Awards and Folsom Street Fair. But I'm going to have to miss the Sing For The Cure concert in order to go to this. So Yay and Boo at the same time.
I've been watching Dexter a lot lately. I just got into the show. One Michael C Hall is completely gorgeous. But I also feel that I can relate to his character... especially the analogies he makes about being alone yet having everyone around him. I guess I've been feeling a bit of this lately. I'm thoroughly enjoying the single life, however I'm getting to the point where its really time for me to settle down again I think. I just wonder who it will be with. I've taken a few interests here and there but I really don't know who wants what and wants to be with what and so on. Its a messed up mind game and I'm really tired of playing it honestly. I kinda wish it worked another way - where a guy who I would be totally interested in would just simply come to me for once and say that he has an interest in me. Thats why I really no longer search for it any longer. But then there is just so much work to do with starting the relationship off... I just don't feel like wasting the time - I mean look what happened to Dexter's sister. That sucked.
I also think I'm really picky when it comes to compatability. There are quite a few items that I have added to my list over the years of what I'm looking for and maybe I'll actually find what I like. I do need to list the ideas that I have of a perfect mate... hell - why not here:
- Has to love music - and music of all types... and I don't care if he can actually sing (though that would be a plus) I just want someone to sing with in the car or around the house or wherever.
- Has to have a demented sense of video watching - be it Youtube videos, TV Shows, Movies, so on.
- Has to also just be a little bit demented - enough to have a realistic point of view to life like myself. Things should make sense and we should be able to relate.
- Has to be compatible with all my flaws or willing to accept them - I think thats always a given though - but I do have a lot of them... and I'm not always the one to think perfectly straight when dealing with these flaws.
- Has to love riding around in the car - I love riding around in a car and listning to music and just aimlessly driving.
- Has to love theme parks - and rides. I'm really into Carowinds and theme parks.
- Has to have a random sense of adventure... I love to just randomly show up to events and have a good time.
- Smoking - yes
- Drinking - you better believe it - but not an alcoholic.
- Has to have a friggin job - I'm not supporting anyone else any longer - unless they were let off and filed for unemployement.
- Has to have a take charge attitude with their life. I can't take a listless lover.
- I have to be attracted to him - granted I'll sleep with a lot of people - but I'm specifically attracted to certain types for relationships. So thats a big one.
I think thats enough requirements... Yea so this is why I'm not going to find a boyfriend. But its all good - I have my friends and family which is enough for me.
So this is what all is going on soon:
- Tonight I think I'm just staying home - I may run up to Snug for a bit but I'm broke and tired
- Pecan Avenue Block Party on Saturday
- Cabarrus County Fair on Saturday or Sunday.
- Festival in the Park is coming up soon at Freedom Park
- I wanna go see a show of some sort soon
- I'm up for going to see any movie out - especially Vampires Suck.
- San Francisco
- Need to get out to Scarowinds
- Halloween Month - I still have no clue what I'm doing yet.
Well that is enough for today - I'm going to see whats going on with stats and get this drive machine working to my left again and get some new movies prepared WHOOT WHOOT.
Till next time
Kewlaid
Thursday, September 9, 2010
Monday, August 30, 2010
How Breast Cancer has Affected My Life
Intersting title coming from me I know. But check this out.
So I joined up with a chorus group in Charlotte at the beginning of this year called One Voice Chorus. I did this for many reasons. The main reason is that I truly love to sing. I may not be the best at it and lord knows over the years I have put my voice through a toll of bad behavoir. However it is something that I love to do. So anytime something comes along that involves this group I join mainly for the sheer chance of getting to sing with the group.
As the year progressed, I followed the group to sing with a concert called Sing For The Cure. When I first thought about it, I just joined up because it was another opportunity to sing. However I never really thought of it as me singing for something that actually affected my life. I knew it was about breast cancer and all, but I guess it never really dawned on me until this weekend.
I listened to our recordings over the weekend. I also went to rehearsal on Saturday and still listened to the music for most of the weekend. The more I listen to the score, the more that I am falling in love with the music. Its so powerful.
I thought back and realized - I actually knew this already - but Breast Cancer had impacted my life. I was really young at the time. But I had an Aunt by marriage named Jackie. Jackie was covermodel gorgeous. My uncle had married her when I was young - like 8. They split up a while after. Then she found out she was diagnosed with Breast Cancer. I remember vague pieces of this, but I remember that her and my mom were really close. I also remember her having to wear wigs... now she had really beautiful hair when I knew her. So this was very strange. She died a little while after. It really sucked.
I also recall that my mom has done work with Breast Cancer over the years - either doing the walks or helping to raise money for the foundations that support research for finding a cure.
So those are a couple points, However I also approach a lot of things in my life very logically. And even though many of you may not have been affected at all by Breast Cancer, think of the other things that you may be affected in in your life - pollution, HIV, Diabetes, Global Warming, etc... Well if we have a bunch of researchers trying to find a disease for Breast Cancer, then they can't spend their time finding cures for these other diseases or problems.
So essentially what I am saying here is support any cause that you can and the way that you can, because once one project is taken care of, we can move to other projects and eventually work to a more perfect world.
So if you can, come out and support me in the cause to end Breast Cancer this September. I can't wait to see everyone out.
presented by
The Gay Men's Chorus of Charlotte
One Voice Charlotte
&
Circle Up
Benefiting
Susan G. Komen for the Cure Charlotte Affiliate
8:00 PM
Saturday, September 25, 2010
Halton Theater
on the campus of
Central Piedmont Community College
So I joined up with a chorus group in Charlotte at the beginning of this year called One Voice Chorus. I did this for many reasons. The main reason is that I truly love to sing. I may not be the best at it and lord knows over the years I have put my voice through a toll of bad behavoir. However it is something that I love to do. So anytime something comes along that involves this group I join mainly for the sheer chance of getting to sing with the group.
As the year progressed, I followed the group to sing with a concert called Sing For The Cure. When I first thought about it, I just joined up because it was another opportunity to sing. However I never really thought of it as me singing for something that actually affected my life. I knew it was about breast cancer and all, but I guess it never really dawned on me until this weekend.
I listened to our recordings over the weekend. I also went to rehearsal on Saturday and still listened to the music for most of the weekend. The more I listen to the score, the more that I am falling in love with the music. Its so powerful.
I thought back and realized - I actually knew this already - but Breast Cancer had impacted my life. I was really young at the time. But I had an Aunt by marriage named Jackie. Jackie was covermodel gorgeous. My uncle had married her when I was young - like 8. They split up a while after. Then she found out she was diagnosed with Breast Cancer. I remember vague pieces of this, but I remember that her and my mom were really close. I also remember her having to wear wigs... now she had really beautiful hair when I knew her. So this was very strange. She died a little while after. It really sucked.
I also recall that my mom has done work with Breast Cancer over the years - either doing the walks or helping to raise money for the foundations that support research for finding a cure.
So those are a couple points, However I also approach a lot of things in my life very logically. And even though many of you may not have been affected at all by Breast Cancer, think of the other things that you may be affected in in your life - pollution, HIV, Diabetes, Global Warming, etc... Well if we have a bunch of researchers trying to find a disease for Breast Cancer, then they can't spend their time finding cures for these other diseases or problems.
So essentially what I am saying here is support any cause that you can and the way that you can, because once one project is taken care of, we can move to other projects and eventually work to a more perfect world.
So if you can, come out and support me in the cause to end Breast Cancer this September. I can't wait to see everyone out.
The Gay Men's Chorus of Charlotte
One Voice Charlotte
&
Circle Up
Benefiting
Susan G. Komen for the Cure Charlotte Affiliate
8:00 PM
Saturday, September 25, 2010
Halton Theater
on the campus of
Central Piedmont Community College
Wednesday, August 25, 2010
Monday, August 23, 2010
Attack of the Washboard Abs
So I have around 699 friends on Facebook now. I use Facebook for networking for work, social life, nightlife, events, and so on. And I friend as many people as possible so that I can do my extra little part to help promote people on the web as well. In the past I have added pornstars and it was all good. I have a few industry folks on there as well.
Recently I've been a bit more involved in the whole pornstar lifestyle and keeping up with what they are doing. Mainly because its just good to know this stuff working in the porn industry. So I started to add all of these friends to my facebook. Mostly I looked for guys who were popular in the industry just to get myself started.
Ok so this is a cool thing that I'm like facebook friends with all of these pornstars now right? Well.. Its cool and all, until something that I noticed this morning.
Usually on Monday, I clear out my suggested friends list. I add the few that I recognize either as entities, people I know and so on. However this morning after I added my half-sister on the main page, I went to the detailed page of friend suggestions. I swear, I have never been attacked by so many washboard abs in my life. EVERY SINGLE one of the guys on the suggestion page have little to no head shots and just pecs abs pecs abs. I mean jeez really? Its not that serious.
Ok well I just thought I would share that little tidbit.
I had a great time this weekend, went to Rainbow, hung out with Cookie, went to Carowinds with buds, then out to Scorpio to round out the weekend. It was good.
TTFN
Kewlaid
Recently I've been a bit more involved in the whole pornstar lifestyle and keeping up with what they are doing. Mainly because its just good to know this stuff working in the porn industry. So I started to add all of these friends to my facebook. Mostly I looked for guys who were popular in the industry just to get myself started.
Ok so this is a cool thing that I'm like facebook friends with all of these pornstars now right? Well.. Its cool and all, until something that I noticed this morning.
Usually on Monday, I clear out my suggested friends list. I add the few that I recognize either as entities, people I know and so on. However this morning after I added my half-sister on the main page, I went to the detailed page of friend suggestions. I swear, I have never been attacked by so many washboard abs in my life. EVERY SINGLE one of the guys on the suggestion page have little to no head shots and just pecs abs pecs abs. I mean jeez really? Its not that serious.
Ok well I just thought I would share that little tidbit.
I had a great time this weekend, went to Rainbow, hung out with Cookie, went to Carowinds with buds, then out to Scorpio to round out the weekend. It was good.
TTFN
Kewlaid
Friday, August 20, 2010
My New Blog
Ok so hardly anyone is going to be reading this at first as I have not posted this anywhere - but still - this is going to be my new blog. I'll be developing more as I go along. There will prolly be different sections that I will add at different points. But Enjoy
Kewlaid
Kewlaid
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